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The house of the holy

I might look like Robert Ford, but I feel just like Jesse James

Think it’s about time to wind this bad boy down. I hardly use this blog anymore. I just got back from an ER visit because it’s Sunday night and my psychiatrist wasn’t available, and I was having somewhat of a psychotic meltdown. I had a meltdown and had to leave work the other day, and things have just been really shit recently. I used to do nothing but complain about shitty things on this blog, and here I am to do so once more. I’m too proud to delete this blog in the end, because it’s so old, but honestly, the good memories I’ve made and the people I’ve met have long faded away, meaning this is just an exhaustive archive of my own ramblings. I may open it up for archive if anyone cares, but more than likely I will leave it up and only post on it every couple of weeks.